It's been a couple of weeks now that Valentine and I have been apart. There are moments I miss him. I think it's him anyhow. I've given thought to the possibility that I miss the relationship and he just happened to be part of it. Yeah, my brain is

i guess the universe gave me the answer... from my last post i blog about how my ex bestfriend is making me angry right now. on how she will only contact me if she needs money and how i am so tired about this. back story about this. she

i need some advice here.... its almost 2 am here and i cant sleep. im tired but i cant sleep. for those of you who know me and remembered my posts about my "bestfriend". you know the one who only contacts me when she needs something like

The number of days isn't really important--I've never cared much numbers, but I still think about you every day. What we had was dysfunctional. We were perfect and disastrous. You ate my heart for breakfast and I invited you to lunch. I hope

Well... Here I am. Almost a year after my relationship ending and I'm still single. Why? I'm scared. It's like jumping off a cliff into water. I'm at the edge and I'm chickening out. I get so close to the edge, and then I panic. I

I read somewhere that a large percentage of women, during sex, fantasize about men other than the one they are having sex with. Obviously this is frowned upon by men ;) so here's the question, imagine a women you are attracted to tells you she wants to

I know my posts are always about sex stuff, sorry, this is just the place I come for the things I don't want to talk about on FB. Ok, now the question, I hooked up with an old BF whom I hadn't seen in a few years and I swear his penis was a bit

I've been dating my boyfriend for a month now, and some stuff has been on my mind that I need to get off my chest: Most of his friends are women (about 90%). I'm fine with this except for one friend in particular. She constantly flirts

Last night me and 'Ban' broke up. I feel awful about it, and my reasons for doing it were much more than the feelings, doomed or not, for Ambush. Right now I am going through a lot of stressful drama, fighting depression, a

Ban and I talked the other night about why he got so weird/upset/angry at me. He was upset because after he went to bed not feeling well, I stayed downstairs with my cousin until about 5am, and when I came upstairs finally he

I have been single for while and right now, that is cool. I wish I have more single friends. I don't really have any single friends to hang out with. I like chilling with my married friends and associates, but when I feel so awkward when the conversatio

So in my last post I talked about my friend Ambush whom I had a 9+ hour conversation with and had old feelings come crashing into me like a freight train. Now in this post I'm going to focus more on my significant other, whom I will can Ban.

I know that you guys don't know me that well here, but I'm just gonna write about my life and emotions, and through that you will learn more about me. With this blog I want to focus on the now, the past information is an old

Well I got interrupted last week and never quite made it back to finish any sort of post or update as to what went on. I'll take the time to do that now. I'm going to try not to let the most recent events shadow the good parts. Initially when the hubb

I'm honestly in tears as I write this post I really do wonder, sometimes, why Husband bothers staying. He makes friends easily with anyone ... mainly women. TBH a lot of the ladies he's friends with @ work are quite attractive, which ma