Still kicking, Dyingfans! I have sore fingers, folks. A year ago I would get these sore fingers and it didn’t take long to figure out why. Stupidly, I didn’t share it because I figured it out so quickly it seemed too obvious a lecture, b

Thoroughly disgusted. Disappointed. Nasty. Gross. Bloated whale. Whatever description of the day is. It's pretty much how I feel about myself. My weight has - lately - been hovering around 330 lbs (149.6 kg). In all hones

I love that even at my age I am discovering things about myself. You'd think by this time I would know a great deal about myself, but as a human I evolve and some times the brain is left in the dark. I've taken up the challenge to run a Spartan

Nausea Vertigo Vomiting Seeing auras and "sparklies" Hypersensitivity to light, sound and touch The sound of rushing water Welcome to my world when I get a migraine. Ketchup - of all things - is a trigger. The rest seem to be completely random.

this was an interesting read. Recent research has shown many benefits from coffee.

Back again, Dyingfans! Having done this blog for several years now, new symptoms and topics become increasingly sparse. The plus side of this is that one can get into less dry topics such as psychological dispositions. How does it FEEL

Still kicking, Dyingfans! So you’ve heard the tale of the lumpy mattress and the revelation that uninterrupted sleep is a modern delusion. So let’s cover some consequences. The lumpy mattress has left me in a cycle of poor sleep

The attacks and quick and fast, almost a comparison to lightening. It makes your body shake and your palms start to fill with sweat, and all you want to do is reach out but in your head you feel the embarishment of leaving your dirty sweaty mark

"If you start exercising, your brain recognizes this as a moment of stress. As your heart pressure increases, the brain thinks you are either fighting the enemy or fleeing from it. To protect yourself and your brain from stress, you release a protein ca

Howdy, Dyingfans! Back for more? Good. We now discuss my second drug addiction. While my second drug of choice increases my productivity and maybe my blood pressure, it may be shortening my time on planet Earth with which I’ll be writi

Hi, Dyingfans! Does anyone read “The Chart” at the bottom of each Dyingman episode? If so, you’re well aware of this chapter’s topic. Addiction is an unwanted need for something and two chemical substances I use qualify. My firs

Hello again, Dyingfans! I hope to write a few more entries soon because the material is getting backed up. Last time I spoke about how I was taking measures if I should find myself unemployed by dedicating time every day to my small busi

I did it! I finally "jumped" over the 10K to the 15K distance in recreative racing. :) My post, Fulfilling the Hamburg Dream, did not recount how the mar

This whole ordeal with my grandmother has got me thinking about rewriting my bucket list - regardless of whether or not I do anything on it ... just writing it as a list of goals, of things I'd LIKE to do before I die. So what's on YOUR bucket l

So it's just a fucking waiting game for Gramma's congestive heart failure to kill her. Word from my mom is that her lungs filled up with crap/fluid because her heart isn't doing it's job due to it only functioning 20% on one side. As if today re